"When the evidence otherwise is overwhelming to the point of despair, we must, like Jacob of old, cling to Christ. And when we can no longer maintain our weakened, failing grasp, we MUST TRUST that His grip is not similarly fatigued." --David Asscherick

I decided to put off having my liver enzymes drawn until tomorrow since so much is dependent upon them.

Like the story of Gideon-- I am asking for a sign IF I should start chemo again on Monday . . .

So Gideon said to God, “If You will save Israel by my hand as You have said— look, I shall put a fleece of wool on the threshing floor; if there is dew on the fleece only, and it is dry on all the ground, then I shall know that You will save Israel by my hand, as You have said.” And it was so. When he rose early the next morning and squeezed the fleece together, he wrung the dew out of the fleece, a bowlful of water. Then Gideon said to God, “Do not be angry with me, but let me speak just once more: Let me test, I pray, just once more with the fleece; let it now be dry only on the fleece, but on all the ground let there be dew.” And God did so that night. It was dry on the fleece only, but there was dew on all the ground. (Judges 6:36-40)

I believe God is the same yesterday, today and tomorrow! For the past two weeks I have been especially vigilant with all my holistic measures, but IF my enzymes continue to climb I feel I have no choice but to proceed with chemo. God is all powerful and IF He chooses to hold them stable then I will continue to hold off while I continue my holistic measures and explore other options. I am going to a special prayer meeting this evening, and I'm asking each of you to keep me and my results close in your heart and prayers! I do believe that God can and will bring good out of the situation no matter the outcome . . .